Man always crushes my hopes but I’ve loopholes. The most important one is me being a human being. Such a petty fragile human! This is self-pity. This is me writing while I face a writer’s block. I’ve gone deep into this nasty abyss called life and this chasm does not let me write. It’s stripping me of my powers one by one.
I am a human so it’s natural when I nurture the false expectations I develop from my loved ones. I always tell myself to stay miles away from these absurd expectations, they never make sense. ONLY EXPECT FROM YOUR CREATOR YOU DARNED LOSER!!!
Anyway, the loophole sometimes takes over me and then the inevitable happens, these beloved people make me fall harder than every last time, and most importantly, they make me hopeless again.
My hope is in God. On the contrary, this ephemeral life and its people and those close to me i.e. “people”, I don’t have hopes from them, they’ve turned me into a hopeless piece of trash!
On the brighter side, this is a blessing in disguise as these people are the ones who remind me that I’ve gone in the wrong direction again!
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